oh you made me feel terrible things. cut up, violent things. things i threw up or held down or cried out or sucked in. things i couldn’t write out, things that wouldn’t stay in, things that ruined me.
but you made me feel stupid. foolish. like. i’ve dealt with the worst things. but i can’t scrub out all that god i knew better didn’t i from the seams of me. i never want to feel like that again. like an idiot. like it’s my fault for being dumb. i should have known this would happen.
Tag: p
The Big Questions:
Is there more truth in Shakespeare than the Bible?
Akala, Rapper, Writer, Academic and founder of the Hip-hop Shakespeare Company.
Prof Stanley Wells, the world’s leading Shakespeare scholar.
Oh my god, this is interesting.
Oh, my moon, are you reading this? When I saw you again I stopped thinking. Your hair is different. I don’t like your boyfriend. When I danced with you I knew: we and these steps fall so naturally. You smell like when I left you, sweet and raw and of a dark night we should have gone farther.
A petite love we should have held on to. You in my arms and our laughter and the haunting of a room. Our past chattering: this is what you lost when you let go. You silly bitch. You fool.
Why wasn’t it us. I can’t remember. A love half-known. How cruel.
I saved that song you sent me; I saved a lot of things. You never were straight forward, I searched for endearment in the smallest of things. Held onto every word hoping that in context they were telling. I remember going over the senarios in my head, the hopes, the maybes that were nos. I remember how silly it was but how happy it made me. I can’t tell you exactly what kind of happiness it was, but I remember the months being beautiful. You were an idea, not a person. A tease, a mindfuck. You were alwAys there. Not always. Not ever.
i’m so tired
feel like dying
dont send me a text
im
not
replying
All Souls’ Night – gnostic_heretic – Hetalia: Axis Powers [Archive of Our Own]
FANDOM: Hetalia
PAIRING/CHARACTERS: Lithuania, Belarus and Russia
RATED: M
GENRE: horror-ish, ghosts and witchcraft, medieval AU
WORD COUNT: 2708
Whether it was just a dream, or the wind outside whistling, he could not tell.
But Natalya’s voice echoed into his head, and the few words she had spoken.
The room is not free. Ivan sleeps here.
Happy halloween and samhain to the wonderful @hinotorihime ! 👻 You were my partner for the @hwdevents mods’ Secret Spectres exchange!! 🎃🖤
The prompt i chose was ghosts and I tried my best to make it equally tragic and spooky! I hope you have as much fun reading it as I had writing it! 🖤
All Souls’ Night – gnostic_heretic – Hetalia: Axis Powers [Archive of Our Own]
All Souls’ Night – gnostic_heretic – Hetalia: Axis Powers [Archive of Our Own]
FANDOM: Hetalia
PAIRING/CHARACTERS: Lithuania, Belarus and Russia
RATED: M
GENRE: horror-ish, ghosts and witchcraft, medieval AU
WORD COUNT: 2708
Whether it was just a dream, or the wind outside whistling, he could not tell.
But Natalya’s voice echoed into his head, and the few words she had spoken.
The room is not free. Ivan sleeps here.
Happy halloween and samhain to the wonderful @hinotorihime ! 👻 You were my partner for the @hwdevents mods’ Secret Spectres exchange!! 🎃🖤
The prompt i chose was ghosts and I tried my best to make it equally tragic and spooky! I hope you have as much fun reading it as I had writing it! 🖤
All Souls’ Night – gnostic_heretic – Hetalia: Axis Powers [Archive of Our Own]
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