“Carrie holds such a special place in the hearts of everyone at Lucasfilm it is difficult to think of a world without her. She was Princess Leia to the world but a very special friend to all of us. She had an indomitable spirit, incredible wit, and a loving heart. Carrie also defined the female hero of our age over a generation ago. Her groundbreaking role as Princess Leia served as an inspiration of power and confidence for young girls everywhere. We will miss her dearly.” – Kathleen Kennedy
— Rest in peace, Carrie Fisher (1956 to 2016).
dfwm:
Giveaways that someone is American, as told by non-Americans.
Americans tag yourself: I’m friendly to the point that your suspicious of my intent mixed with calling you sweetie, darling, honey, etc.
im the barman
I’m “easy to hear due to their natural loudness.”
I’m “they say great without being sarcastic”
I’m “uses big adjectives generously.”
ways to make carrie fisher proud
- age without apologies
- don’t apologize for mental illness
- make mental illness okay
- fight dictators and evil empires
- never apologize for being you
- be fierce
Stay afraid, but do it anyway. What’s important is the action. You don’t have to wait to be confident. Just do it and eventually the confidence will follow.
— Carrie Fisher
I could do right by myself. I could make it right if I was brave enough to listen to what was in my heart. To do something about it.
In memory of some of the amazing, talented and beautiful people we have lost this year. May they rest in peace.
Christ in the Wilderness, Ivan Kramskoi. 1872. Tretyakov Gallery, Moscow.
I’m not Christian, nor have I ever been, but I have a life-long obsession with this painting. On a screen like this it’s nothing like seeing it in person; after I first saw it, it must have been the late 80′s – I kept asking my grandfather to take me to Tretyakovka so I could see it again. I couldn’t say it’s why I wanted to go again – my grandparents would have found that weird – but they weren’t going to argue with “kid wants to go to the museum”. The main building of the gallery was closed for reconstruction at the time, so the painting was not where I ended up seeing it on return trips to Moscow in the 00′s. I don’t actually remember what it was exhibited near on any of the visits; it was all by itself on a back wall in ‘05 and I just sat there on the bench across from it probably for a good 40 minutes, even though I’d already been to Tretyakovka and had already seen it on the very same trip to Moscow, because it seemed like a good place to meet a relative I’d previously never met.
I keep looking at him now, thinking he’d know just just what to tell me – not any abstract Christ, but this man, this tired, worn man, with too much behind him and not enough ahead of him, alone in the desert, dust on his calloused feet, the hem of his robes, decidedly not divine in this moment, but painfully, horribly human, on the precipice of an impossible decision.
Then I tell myself to stop being a pretentious fuck, but I don’t think he minds.
Dude, this is great
that’s the face of a man fighting a losing battle
It is a strange time to come back. The house is warm and you used to be excited. Now you’re tired. Just weary of even good things. When something is temporary like a holiday you learn not to hold onto it too tightly. You learn that the best thing is to be pleasantly surprised while bracing for the worst. So you never really get excited anymore. It’s a strange time to be alive and somehow feeling nothing. The absence always feels louder when you’re expecting happy. When it used to be good. When numbness didn’t overshadow everything in your reach. When stuff was still good.
I barely remember the last 6 months honestly like am I even alive
“2016 but every time something bad happens it gets faster”