koushikibleu:

“L hates the sea, but I think that I like it. I find it difficult to be absorbed by anything for long, but once, with L, I sat in a car and watched a rain cloud drift over the grey sea and spill tears as L spoke to me. What he said wasn’t interesting and my replies were few and far between, but I think that I was happy then. At least, I didn’t feel so empty. When he laughed, I smiled just because he was laughing, and it highlighted to me how I was dry as sand before him and without him. So, yes, I think that I love the sea.“